Today

1. "Breaking My Heart" by Aqualung

Need to know

I don't want to know

Already Know

I've seen the signs

I watch you as you pull yourself away from me

Can't believe

I wanna believe

How can I believe

You're making me doubt

I thought I knew you

I don't even know myself

I'm losing faith

I'm losing all faith

You're breaking my heart

Breaking my heart

You're breaking my heart again

Don't ask me to start

Ask me to start

Don't ask me to start again

Start again

I wanna fight

Afraid to fight

Why don't I fight

And make you see

I hold my breath

And disappear inside myself

I'm losing strength

I'm losing all strength

You're breaking my heart

Breaking my heart

You're breaking my heart again

Don't ask me to start

Ask me to start

Don't ask me to start again

Start again

Oh you're breaking my heart again

Don't ask me to start

Ask me to start

Just don't ask me to start again

Start again

No

Oh no no

I'm losing you

I'm losing, oh, you

Songs I Like

1. "That's What You Get" by Paramore

"Pain, make your way to me. (to me)

And I'll always be just so inviting.

If I ever start to think straight,

This heart will start a riot in me,

Let's start...Start, hey!"

2. "Gifts and Curses" by Yellowcard

"I see your face with every punch I take,

and every bone I break, it's all for you.

And my worst pains are words I cannot say,

still I will always fight on for you."

3. "When the Stars Go Blue" by The Corrs + Bono

"Laughing with your pretty mouth

Laughing with your broken eyes

Laughing with your lover's tongue

In a lullaby

Where do you go when you're lonely

Where do you go when you're blue

Where do you go when you're lonely

I'll follow you

When the stars go blue"

4. "Dirty Laundry" by Bitter: Sweet

5. "Okay I Believe You, But My Tommy Gun Don't" by Brand New

Oh, we're so c-c-c-c-c-controversial.

We are entirely smooth.
We admit to the truth,
We are the best at what we do.
And these are the words you wish you wrote down.
This is the way you wish your voice sounds,
Handsome and smart.
Oh my tongue's the only muscle on my body
That works harder than my heart.
And its all from watching TV,
And from speeding up my breathing.
Wouldn't stop if I could.
Oh it hurts to be this good.

This is the grace that only we can bestow.
This is the price you pay for loss of control.
This is the break in the bend,
This is the closest of calls.
This is the reason your alone,
This is the rise and the fall.

Dead

Ten years ago, today, my Mom died. I was 16 and it sucked. Still does.